♣ Truth be told, I never wanted to admit that on camera. Neither did I expect for the nation and the world to know about this. But honestly, it felt good to say it. The fact that our Suho is not who they believed him to be.

--- I never liked the rain. It reminded me of the funeral eulogy. In fact, I hate it. It reminded me of the sad moment. To be exact, I detest it. It reminds me of the one I've lost to. The man who made everything right whenever it rains. The man who was my sun in this downcast mood.

I never called anyone “oppa” before. It’s always “hyung” or “gege” despite the fact that I’m a girl. And I have a very good explanation for that, well it is reasonable.  ~ I feel that using the term “oppa” represents something stronger, like a love or affection.