I'm not very good with descriptions, so.. yeah.  So basically it's a suicide letter you've wrote to Jongin before you killed yourself and passed away. 

These stories are just out of plan boredom. You don't really have to pay mind to them. :)

Author's Note:  The first paragraph was written then abandoned by me, but then, my friend stumbled across it and rewrote it, or rather, added her own storyline to it.  Basically, the rest of it was written by her, so credits to her. Also, it is our first oneshot/story, so it's pretty short OTL But, she was also very tired.  Do enjoy???   Story:  It's a one shot and it's not even long