“His always on my mind, in my dreams and everyday when I wake, I hope to bump into him even once; to look into his beautiful brown eyes and have him looking into mine. To have him hold me tight and kiss me softly through the night. To have him hold my hand and stay with me for the rest of my days. Why am I feeling this way?! How can I have such feeling for someone who has hurt me so deeply in the past? This is wrong but why can’t I get you off my mind?! Tell me…Please just tell me Kris! I gue

Kris aka "picasso" is going crazy as he suddenly realises that his feelings for Jongin are growing and they are driving him to the edge of his sanity. He begins to lose his mind as his feelings cloud his judgement on what's right and wrong. The only problem is that Jongin barely acknowledges Kris' efforts to court him and see the taller boy as just his hyung that he dearly respects. Kris subjects himself into immoral behavior and actions. The only question left to answer is...how many lives w