I'm sorry. That's all I have to say. And of course, you have every right to blame it on me. I caused it. I know. He's dead. I know that too. You'll hate me. Or you already do. That's fine, cause I love you.

You had put in all the time and effort to make the relationship work for the past year. Every single day you went through, it ended horribly. You had yourself thinking, he loves you, he loves you. But what's the use of that when he hurts you? Both physically and emotionally? What's the use of holding onto something that's been long gone?