I never imagined that I would find love and that I would be so happy. Kai was the first person that I loved but he was also the first person to break my heart. I don't think that I can ever get over this and him trying to still be my friend is not helping me get over him. I wish he would leave me alone but something inside me still wants him in my life. My first love is nothing like I imagined. 

Yoongi wants so badly to take back what he has done but that may not be enough for things to be okay again.