Life is full of suprises doesn't it? Well, mine is a miracle.

 Painfully and slowly i drown. Drowning while nobody is here to save me. I fought with myself to swim ahead just to achieve that tiny hope of sunshine i thought i see. Well, i saw it there. Smiling so brightly. How much that smile can help me surface from the hole i was buried... My Love, My sunshine, My Universe..    You are all I’ve had.    

" I was selfish,dumb and unthoughtful. I couldn't do anything.. I couldn't safe him.. I couldn't help him... I couldn't stand seeing myself.. Myself who didn't care of knowing more about him, didn't appricate the time i spend with him... worst.. i didn't know his name. "