Staring at the walls of my room, with many things on my mind, I lie down on my bed with tears dropping from my eyes. How could I? A 17 year-old teenager, fall in love with my teacher? A married man. It's just wrong.. Too wrong. "Eotteokhe?" I mumbled to myself as I tucked myself in my blanket. My eyes couldn't stop producing tears, my heart aches. This feeling is new to me, I want to run away.

This story is about Hwayoung's stay with T-ARA. How she dealt with everything, whoacm she got her strength from and what kind of hardship she went through. The story will start when Hwayoung became a trainee. Please read foreword.. ^^    MAIN CHARACTERS:

July 28, 2013, A day that I'll never forget.. I.. Fell in love with a beast, a monster, a person that doesn't deserve to be loved. But still, I chose to love him.. To become "like" him. This is my story. A story about how I became a person that everyone hated.. -Nicole Jun