It's scary. It’s suffocating. But I stay with him because I love him. I know he loves me too. And sometimes I feel guilty for my pathetic incapacity to hide this fear from him. I know it upsets him as he sees this show of fear a mockery, a vile accusation of the mental disease that he thinks he doesn't have. But he tries to hold it in, like how I try to restrain my fear. Afterall, we both know we love each other deep down. 

Heechul has felt empty since Hangeng's accident He starts to dream as a way to escape  his reality, but after a while he's not sure which is the dream and which is real.    Edgar Allan Poe - The scariest monsters are the ones that lurk within our souls. 

Started Date:    February 3-4, 2013 Time:   I have no idea. I vaguely remember starting at 11:00 PM and ended early in the morning about 2:00 AM. That’s why there are two dates. Ended Date:    May 7, 2013 Time:   5:19 PM