Missing B.A.P

You know what's the worst thing an avid KPop fan could have done in her entire life? That is... taking a hiatus for more than a couple of months because she thought she couldn't bear to hear anymore heartbreaking news about her most-loved bands after Kris left EXO. So what she does is unfriend every single friend who's also an avid KPop fan like her, unsubscribe to every site that will give her daily news about KPop, and put aside her KPop songs. Who is this silly, idiotic girk you may ask? Well, that's me.

I left the wonderfully magical world of KPop from October to the second week of January. I lived a secluded life to heal the wounds that was inflicted by Kris' lawsuit. Every scandal became too much for me to handle that I just wanted to be over and done with it. Of course there were times when I couldn't stand being away from KPop that I sneak a peek into AllKpop but only read a few articles from time to time.

Because of this, the moment I came back so many scandals were thrown into my face. It hurt much more than when Kris left EXO. Because I left, I didn't even know that Jessica was removed from GG, that Luhan also left EXO, that B.A.P filed a lawsuit against TS Entertainment because they were being mistreated, too, and so much more. My God, I became the biggest fool in the entire KPop world. I left not knowing that these things will happen in the near future. And I call myself an EXO-L, a Sone, a Baby. I call myself a KPop fan. I didn't even give my support when these unfortunate events occured and shook the KPop world.

Now, I'm here to talk about B.A.P. T.S. I just don't understand how you can be so stupid as to mistreat B.A.P. I just don't understand why you'd overwork them and at the same time give them less of what they deserve. Why would you treat them as slaves when they should be treated as kings? T.S. you just lost one of the best jewels of this generation. T.S. you just lost the rookie group that wasn't like a rookie group. You should have been thankful that the members of B.A.P chose you as their home, chose you as the medium to showcase their talents to the world.

For one whole week, I watched every single live performance of B.A.P and every single time, I can feel my soul leaving my body because they were just that great. Once every video I am watching is finished, I'd only notice that my jaw was dropped the whole time. I wish you'd feel disappointed with yourself, T.S. I wish by now your head would be bowed down so low and your face so sad. I wish B.A.P would win the lawsuit and go to a much better company. I wish they'd be more successfull than they ever were so you, T.S., would feel regret for losing them.

T.S. you just lost Daehyun, one of the most powerful singers of all time. Daeehyun who, in time, has the potential to be the best vocalist. Daehyun who could belt out those high notes even after dancing B.A.P's strenuous choreography. Daehyun who has the y smooth and at the same time scarily big voice. Daehyun who has the potential to be a much better dancer than he was before. T.S. you just lost Yongguk who is such a talented produce and a really good leader. Yongguk who has a distinct style of rapping. Yongguk who has a kind heart and a really open mind. T.S. you just lost Zelo, the maknae who is taller than his hyungs. Zelo, who amazes me every time he raps. Zelo, the reason why I became a Baby. Zelo, who raps like a machine gun. Zelo who was so young at Warrior but still could compete with his sunbaenims. Zelo who is a good dancer. Zelo who danced the scorpion dance. T.S. you just lost Jongup who Chris Brown followed back on Twitter. Jongup who is one of the best dancers I have ever seen. Jongup who is a B-Boy. Jongup wo is really good at crumping. Jongup with his cheetos. Jongup who can sing while dancing or doing tricks. T.S. you just lost Youngjae who is such a versatile singer. Youngjae who tried his hardest and improves every single era. Youngjae with his cheeks. Youngjae who is really funny. Youngjae who could have been a Variety prince if only you paid attention to him. T.S.you just lost the very talented Himchan with his knowledge of instruments. Himchan with his deep voice. Himchan who is funny. Himchan who is really goodlooking. Himchan with his Loof is on fire. Himchan who can stare at anyone with his piercing eyes and make them feel inferior. Himchan who can stare at any girl and make them feel special. T.S. you just lost these magnificent people.

I still remember watching them live last year and it was the best thing that ever happened to me. Watching them live is an experience that can never be sold or exchanged for anything. I still remember the exhilarating feeling their performances gave me. I still remember the uproar of the crowd when it was their time to perform. I still remember reaching the state of nirvana. I still remember that I became so happy that I could die right then and there with no exaggerations. And I waited for them to come back. I waited T.S. I waited in vain.

I have now returned. And I returned with my full on support for my beloved groups.

And I want justice. I shall fight for justice.

Right now, I am yelling JUSTICE FOR B.A.P!

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