He was the best thing that ever happened to me in these past few years and LUHAN leaving Exo would have been the last thing i would have wanted to hear. but the world is cruel. so damn cruel.

no matter how much i console myself saying i will still follow his activities no matter wahat... it still pains me to know that i will no longer get to see him in any future exo videos...no longer will i be able to hear his angelic voice in future EXO albums...no longer will i be able to see da clingy luhan towards xiumin.. the sweet hunhan interactions... man this hurts. i havent cried like this in a while. 

i will just pray that he gets well soon cuz i believe and u all will probably agree  that luhan doesnt even deserve to have a cold. . idk he is just so innocent. i will pray for the remaining members too cuz god knows wat they are going through now.. i just hope they are going through this together. though with Lay's weibo update and how Suho addressed the fans in TLP Beijing kinda shows that they already know about luhan's plan to nullify his contract beforhand. im glad they knew ... cuz that just shows they support him too.

EXO is one of my two major fandom and no matter wat happens i will be sure to stick wit my boys.. i didnt enter this fndom to leave it midway . they have given me too many precious memories... in the last two years they have managed to make me smile more than some people who have actually been in my life for da past 18 years. i love them a lot.and i will be supporting them forever.

as for luhan... its a whole new chapter for him and as long as his story continues i will be here for him.. i will continue to cheer for him like theres no tomorrow. wit watever decision he takes i will forever be backing my sunshine. 

I LOVE YOU LUHAN! ♥ Ot12 forever We are one Exo Saranghaja