10.10.14 

10:30 PM

1046 words

 

 

I'm pretty sure that all of you know that Luhan's leaving EXO. My first reaction when I saw the news last night? I was so shocked, seriously, I couldn't believe my eyes. I read the articles and cried. I never cried for an idol; yes it's my first time crying for an idol. Luhan's not one of my top biases but he's a very special boy in EXO. I cried for a few minutes, just staring at my phone's screen. During the past two weeks, I read a couple of articles about 'rumors' about Luhan lying and SM covering up his "sickness" so he couldn't attend TLP. I didn't believed it; Luhan had a great impact on EXO and the EXOLS. He had both great vocals and looks. And to think that someone as talented as him to leave EXO; it was believable yet not believable. 

 

I actually wrote a 500-600 words about this issue on the day the statement was confirmed but AFF crashed and everything was gone. Call me late or whatever ; I did write one but AFF crashed : I wrote in the day, Jessica was leaving.

 

I really hate SM. Suppose this was before the Luhan issue recently. I hated SM so damn much. Seriously what the . Kicking Jessica out of SNSD? After 7 ing years together ? Don't you know how heartbroken and sad the girls are ? I may not be a huge SONE but I am a KPOP fan. 

She wants to work on her brand, she's wants to be a fashion designer and is currently in Shanghai. She'll come to New York to focus on fashion. What, who can stop her? Nothing, no one. That's her dream; that's her wish. 

 

So for every scandal or issue SM has, they always cover it up. When Kris left, they had the BAEKYEON relationship to cover it up. I do support them; but they both received a lot of hate. When Sulli was depressed and F(x) halted their promotions, they used Red Velvet as a cover up. And Red Velvet was bashed and got into many controversies, such as for their name, icon, and the Happiness music video. I watched the 'Be Natural' MV and it was just a remake of S.E.S's 'Be Natural'. It wasn't a "second single", it's just a remake. But it was pretty good. Now that Jessica left, they used Red Velvet's BE NATURAL promotions to cover up the issue. Like SM grow up ing for once and get a ing life. SM, and the current CEO young min. Karma will get them back. I hate them. 

 

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3-(AFF+ME) :

 

So some of you may know, I haven't wrote / update on AFF for a month. I'm sorry because I have schoolwork and I have a big exam coming up in exactly two weeks & I have a lot of homework. So I need to maintain my grades at a good level and study for the test to determine my H.S. 

Sorry for the inconvenience and I'm not sure when I'll update. I'm sort of on writer's block too. I apologize and I'm deeply sorry. My innovation was affected because of SM. 2014 was a bad year for KPOP, but it wasn't the year itself that was bad, SM screwed it up. 2014 had many tragics / deaths / scandals / leaving. I don't consider 2014 a bad year for MY LIFE, but yes for KPOP. KPOP and American music are going bad each year, fast yet slow. The new rookie groups are not catchy at all and they don't stand out. They all look and sound the same. 

 

Well good night. Yeah you can hate me or whatever but guess what? I don't give a kay. I'll try my best to update before this month [October] ends. Thank you & sorry for the inconvenience. I'm kind of on a mini-hiatus. 

 

-AFF AUTHOR/READER _ XOexoOX.