I'm scared. I'm scared that I am falling for you. This is a different thing for me. I'm not even sure if this is love. I haven't experienced this foreign thing before. What if this is love? What if I'm in love with you? Will you accept me? I know society won't. They will judge me. Will you judge me? I'm really scared. Will you help me get through this? Will you even talk to me? Won't you get grossed out? I'm your best friend. You're my best friend. Best friends don't fall for each other. They stay as 'just' friends. Best friends don't betray each other in terms of love. Betray? Is it called betraying for loving you? Is it betraying for not telling you I love you? Friendship promises trust and I ruined it. Best friends tell the truth. I am a horrible person. Is it even my fault for loving you? Yes it is. It is entirely my fault. I am a terrible person. What if I hurt you? That's the last thing I ever want to do to you. I'd rather die than hurt you. i wouldn't even love myself. They say that you should love yourself more to know how to love others. So how could I even love you? How did I even manage to fall in love with you? Please help me. I'm really scared.