i ing want to stop

knowing that it's you who's behind that mask

knowing that you will never really say those words

knowing that we are just pretending

it hurts so bad

 

and do you know what's funny

there's a part of me that still wants to continue this because this is the only way i can get these affections from you

 

even if it's the exact same way of how you treat the others

 

pathetic right?