I saw the news right before classes yesterday and ended up not being able to focus for the rest of the day.
My heart still hurts even now. I really wasn't expecting him to leave so soon and suddenly, but I guess he has always been sick - but he kept holding on until he really couldn't do it anymore.
Besides, I understand his homesickness and acrophobia (seriously challenging one's phobia is mentally stressing). SM is like a prison, honestly. I don't blame him for leaving.
But now that he's gone. I just feel so frustrated and empty, you know? I mean, he's still around and i do so wish he'd return someday as a singer or an actor or both. I just... Can't see exo the same waynow. First Kris, then now my Luhan. I can't /care/ about the group like I used to anymore.
I know he's your mega bias so you probably are as sad as I am now ;-; I feel you, my friend. Let us all stay strong.
I'll pray for luhan; may he recover his health and go back to his happy self soon! And then perhaps he can continue doing what he loves - being the bright shining star that he is.
I wish it wasn't true either~ I am so sorry if you are hurt too, I literally sat in a corner and cried my eyes out,
I am really sorry, he is your bias right?
I love him too~ Now two pieces of my heart is gone, it won't feel the same but I will support both sides, EXO and Luhan and Kris.
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