I've relied on people too much again...funny how you never know it until you get hurt. It's a good think I have Jaejoong to help me cry it out. I swear his music helps me so much. Just when I feel like I can't handle everything I've bottled up anymore, one of his songs comes on and immediately my heart breaks and the tears flow. It's a physical ache in my chest that only goes away after I've finished working out all the stress, anxiety, hurt, worry, and frustration that has slowly been building. It's amazing how he can help me finish crumbling and then help me begin to heal again. It just goes to prove; music is the only steady comfort. Myabe I feel too deeply...no I know I do...it makes me overly sensitve and annoying to other people...This is how I am...I won't apologize. Take me or leave me, but I'll always expect you to leave me because that's all anyone ever does.