DISCLAIMER: NO I AM NOT a drug user. I'm sick and on a lot of meds that are making me all kind of loopy. 

So there's this friend I have...she's kind of my best friend and was there for me during a time I felt I'd lost everything. She held me in the biggest hug I've ever had the moment I recieved the new my grandpa was going to be taken off life support and they didn't know if they could wait for me. She has listened to me complain about the same over and over and over again (Yeah I'm surprised she hasn't run off yet too). She's introduced me to amazing new books, writing styles, friendships, and of course movies. I couldn't imagine where I'd be without her today. Lately it's been y because between her work schedule and my school/work schedule we haven't been able to hang out or talk as much as we used to and it kinda makes me sad. But then I get these random messages from her and it seriously makes me grin like a retard. I don't know if I can ever really let her know how much I really appreciate and treasure our friendship.I don't know if she will ever know how much I seriously look up to her. Well she might now and I'll probably get hit or slapped later but anyways it's what you get for the mushy b-day message~! Anyways I seriously do appreciate you and wish we could hang out more, but I'm glad that no matter what I've always got my bestie. :)