GOD DAMN IT

 

 

 

WHY JUST WHY?!

WHY?!

....why...?

 

This hole in my chest

The pit in my stomach

The aching in my body

 

 

I....

I just cant

 

It hurts too much 

 

 

You wanna know what's amazing about allergies?

 

You can silently cry and blame it on the allergies. 

 

 

.....

 

"I'm so stressed,

I'm so depressed. 

God, if you're real

tell me that you hear this.  

 

I feel like I'm losing my mind. 

Running out of time 

In this life. 

Maybe this is all my life is for"

~Auburn "Pilgrim"

 

 

just why me though

 

because there is no way I will make it into heaven and hell may not even take me either