RAGE BLOG BECAUSE I SWEAR I'LL DIE IF I DON'T

Okay seriously? It's time for a new job. Actually this chick is leaving at the end of the month with or without another job (I have a total of $800 worth of paychecks coming my way if I stay that long). This bull is getting out of control. Like seriously. I'm only ONE ING PERSON!!!! I can only do so much! Oh and let's just text Jellochan whenever we feel like it to ask her to come in early when we could have asked her the night BEFORE! Oh and who cares that Jellochan has a billion and one things to do in the file room, we'll just add finding charts and running the nurses station to that load. Oh? She's the only person in the file room? Too bad looks like her department manager will just have to at her. Oh but then I, being Jellochan's manager, will lie and say I had no idea she was so far behind when I asked her to do everyone elses' ing job. Oh no I do no wrong and I can walk all over everyone and lie because I'm not a grown 60 something year old woman who should ING KNOW BETTER!!!! Seriously. People can talk crap about me behind my back, but I swear to God do NOT ing lie about me. Like seriously you want to see me flip my , keep doing it cause' I swear I'll go off on you. 

This is the job I work in. I'm usually a very level-tempered, happy-go-lucky employee that just lets things slide. But after being treated like crap for almost a week now, I'm just about done. I'm getting to the point where I'm yelling at people and telling them off at work. The sad part is, I'm the youngest person in this office and I'm the only one that acts like a mature adult. I'm so sick of having to pick sides between my supervisor and department head. Not only that but it's like being in High School with all the gossiping and lying in order to not get in trouble. Not to mention everytime someone gets a chance, they throw you under the bus. It's ridiculous. 

I'm serious. I've been working at this job for three years. In that time I've only called out sick twice. And that was only because I was puking my guts up. In that time I've only recieved one raise. I barely make above minimum wage. I've asked for a raise, but they say we're on a freeze. It's just an excuse because they sure as heck can afford to hire new people. I work hard. I've learned how to do enough to qualify me for a raise. Hell I even have a college degree, but that doesn't matter. I'm sick of not being treated right, not getting the time off I'm supposed to be getting off, getting hell for asking any time off, and not getting paid nearly enough for all I do. I hate feel so unappreciated. I'm sick of spending most breaks crying my eyes out, or dealing with anxiety attacks during the work day.  I swear I want out now. 

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Kreecherkai #1
I love you! And i know you will find a better job one day....maybe you can check to see if libraries are hiring near school~