Why.

It's past one a.m.

I can't sleep.

I can't stop crying.

I can't stop thinking.

I can't stop hurting.

I can't stop the shadows.

I can't even hope.

I just can't...

I just can't live anymore.

I want to leave

vanish

disappear

poof

Gone

it just hurts so much

why do I even bother

no cares anyways

so maybe

i should go fade away

People will get over it anyways

they will get over me

because

its easy to get over someone who is so meaningless

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clueless #1 Jul 20, 2014 11:08:26

hey sunshine.
you are not meaningless.
you're definitely worth it though.
you're beautiful.
you're amazingly wonderful.
i dont know you well but i know you are, just saying.
if you ever want to talk, I'll be here.
I'm currently on recovery but I'll do my best to help you out, okay?

BunnyBandit16 #2 Jul 20, 2014 03:06:45

Yah! you are nowhere near meaningless! you're my twin! I love you and care for you and if you were to disappear then I wouldn't be able to get over that..do you know how much that would hurt? someone you see as a sister leaves you without even thinking about the effect it may have on the other friend..it hurts..it hurts alot..*sigh* just try not to think of anything..clear your mind..find a happy place do something besides thinking of disapearing..