Debilitate

I'm so tired and fed up of the constant bickering. It's been like this for years. I feel like I have no strength left to carry on. I feel downgraded with the facts that people have given me. I no longer feel happy as I did when I was a kid. I guess that's apart of growing up. It seems as if though everyday someone thinks of something just to make my day a misery. I wake up everyday feeling alone. My confidence is depleting and I feel as if though I won't be able to make it. My days get worse and worse. I just wish that things could get better from now. But it will take a miracle for that to happen.