Disconsolate

I feel disconsolate. I feel enervated. I feel exasperation.

I am distressed about the comments made about me. Even though I try to keep my exterior calm and collected, however my interior is damaged with every comment made. I am currently going through an excruciatingly aggravating time in my life and with the constant impertinence attacking me. I feel targeted. I feel victimised. I feel secluded.

Even though this has been happening for a long period, I feel as if I should get used to it. With everyone having similar ideas, the stated affirmation must be true.

I know I should be positive and resist the asseveration, but I can't help but think about those factors. It's terrorising my mind and dampening my ambience. This has consequently had made me weak and miniscule.

Disconsolate is what I am suffering from.