Regarding my Looong Hiatus

 

 

Hey friends. Sooorrry for the extremely looong hiatus *bows 180 degrees* I apologize for the long and definitely uncalled for absence. I had a lot of reasons for being invisble for the last, I don't know... Four months? (waaah. That's a really long time *bows once more*)

 

The hiatus is of course brought about by school work (yes, even during breaks i still have schools works. Pity me.) but unfortunately, that is not all.

 

I have been inside the biggest writer's block that I have ever encountered in my whole life. Whenever I try to write, my mind just go mooong, and so did the monitor screen. I tried to type a few word vomits only to erase them right after. I spent three hours of frustrating tries that way. And so, I just close my laptop and call it a night, hoping that I find my inspiration the next day (too bad I didn't).

 

So finally, after thinking about it carefully and seriously over a large bowl of triple chocolate ice cream (yum!), I figured out what was wrong.

 

I realized that I had stalled. Though it's very (and I repeat very) hard to admit to myself, my love for our Infinite boys isn't just as overwhelming and gigantic as before. Yes. I still admire them. Still laugh at their crazy antics. But still, something's changed (curse you byun baekhyun and all you twelve kkaebssongs of friends). I find myself falling for a new group and as I sit in a corner and take a look at all my drabbles and ideas for possible fanfictions, I see them as my characters. My documents now full of Baekyeon drabbles, Chanlli fanfic ideas, even Kaistal one shots. Which is a very big problem.

 

But now, looking at myself, I can say that I finally got over that writer's block. Yeah, maybe exo had taken away a huge part of my fangirl heart but Infinite would always have that place inside me that cannot be replaced.

 

And so here I am, posting another chapter for Love Me Not, starred by still one of my prized ships Myungzy. I may still not be posting on a regular basis but I promise in the beginning of August, I shall be posting a lot more.

 

Thank you everyone. I love you all. God bless.

Saranghaja!!

 

 

 

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inspiritz #1
Well, I didn’t see that coming, like seriously I was expecting anything .. I find it weird like for one second I was thinking will my deep, deep, deep love for Infinite become weaker at some point?! I hate this thought put honestly I don't think so because no one ever made me feel the way they do.

Any way thank you because you decided to continue updating the story because it's really good.

Fighting.
rainbowreader
#2
It's interesting for me to i see this.Cause today i think about you and your story, i didn't think this about for a long time but i really can't believe this coincidence, i'm so shocked right know :D So today i think about you and you write this wow really wow :D I still can't believe this situation :D I'm happy to you, your stories are beautiful :) (sorry for my bad english too :D)
louieistrash #3
Welcome back! :D <3