Personal Message

 

 

Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too, cause I know you'll never do.

 

 

Jennifer Lei. Filipino. 19 years of age. A guilty fangirl, been obsessing with the korean race for five years now. A frustrated writer, so forgive me if I write all kinds of word vomits every once in a while. Guilty with the crime of making slow updates, so everyone please bear with me for a while. So basically, these pretty boys and girls are my only source of romance in life since I've been in a very tragic one sided love affair with this boy who sees every other girl around him, except for me. Too much of being friend-zoned I think.

You guys can talk to me in here; I would love to know you guys more. Warning: extreme number of exo posts inside. you have been warned. :))

So yeah. I love cliches and I love routines. I'm scared of heights and I wonder if that explains my fear of falling in love. I'm just another girl, trying to find a place in this world, so in the meantime, let me share this world with you.

 

 

Nothing hurts more than falling in love with a person who can never love you back.

 

 

About Me


he Kings and the Queens


EXO

/The fastest rising stars of this generation a.k.a the dumb idiots who ruined my life/

Yes. Thank you very much to these twelve dumbs with superior genes and has faces carefully sculpted by God (I believe He spent an entire week for each one of them) and then forgot to give them the swag and the coolness that is bound for their looks, because really. They are all idiots. Such loveable and adorable idiots who doesn't know anything besides acting (and failing) cool and all that kkaebsongs. But I still love them though. And will continue to love them for eternity. /oh me and my embarassing weakness in adorkable men/

Oh and by the way, they are still twelve in my heart, you hear me? ot12 all the way.

 

 

Girls Generation

/Make way for the queens that are spelled as SNSD. Enough said./

Girls bring the boys out! Make way, make way. If there is anyone who would argue with me when I say that SNSD ais certainly the queens of kpop, I would gladly pull out a chair and start this talking because these girls had proved so much and had achieved so much. They are beautiful and dorky and talented and adorable andugghh. I really love them all. As I see each one of them, I always wonder how can one be that pretty and talented at the same time (and not to mention have an adorable little pup that is too cute and too perfect as a a boyfriend /coughs/ Baek...hyun /coughs/. Life is indeed unfair.

They are nine. I refuse to believe otherwise.

 

 

 


My Ultimate Biases


   

Byun Baekhyun

/a.k.a the biggest kkaebsong of them all./

I am in love with him. No, really. In some alternate universe, where maybe we are not half a world apart, and I can see him, and touch him, and talk to him, it is most definitely inevitable that I would fall in love with a Byun Baekhyun. He is funny, he is cute, he sings well, he is nice and wellan idiot nontheless. I see myself loving him more every day, that I just want to hug him and slap those haters that dare to take away his smile. How can someone take away that precious smile? I dream of puppy dog eyes and warm smiles every morning, and sleep at night wishing someone half a world away goodnight. /sighs. what to do, what to do/

yeah, I know he's taken (by a godess if I may add) but he's still my idiot, so.

 

Kim Taeyeon

/Kim Taeyeon's autobiograpy: And then she was prettier and cooler than everyone else./

Taeyeon and I really have a very complicated relationship. I am extremely jealous of her (well come on, she's pretty, she sings well, and she has the most adorable idiot as a boyfriend) but still, I find myself really liking her. Yeah, even before the entire she-started-dating-my-idiot thing, I had always loved her and shipped her with Mr. Byun (hooray for the ship that sailed to the moon and back!). As I browse through her pictures and watch their videos, I always tend to  set my eyes on her the same way I always watch my idiot. Strange isn't it? I am basically cheating on my boyfriend with his girlfriend

I'm still jealous though, because come on. We're talking about BYUN BAEKHYUN here people.

 


OTP's


 

        

Byun Baekhyun | Kim Taeyeon

It's us against the world, baby.

No one should apologize for being in love. The moment the hates and the bad comments spread like wildfire since these two started dating I realized how tiring and how lonely living an idiol life is. The kids just wanted to be happy. They only wanted to fall in love and be loved in return. I don't think there is anything wrong with that. And come on people, they look cute together. Much to my jealousy (I repeat, I am in love with Byun Baekhyun), I don't think we should deny them this kind of happiness. Plus, have you seen their videos and fancams? They are totally head over heels for each other. Baekhyun clearly loves her, if those stares and stolen glances are enough of a proof. They gave us so much hapiness and made us smile, I think it's just fair for us to allow them to have theirs.

I would forever defend this ship. No matter how much it hurts.

 

         

Kim Myungsoo | Bae Suzy

a.k.a the visual couple

No matter what the people say, these two would always have a soft spot in my heart. They are just too good looking and they would obviously make a great pair. One of my earliest ships and whom I consider the baby of all ships. Their characters just go so well with each other that I often use them as characters of my stories. In the midst of all the Myungstal moments nowadays, my Myungzy heart stays firm. Come one bbs, we've been through much more than this!

I am still holding on to the fact that Myungsoo chose Suzy as his ideal type. Stay strong fellow shippers!

 

    

Park Chanyeol| Choi Sulli

I will protect her, always.

Yes, it's a crackship. I know. But who can resist these two giant bbs? I just think they too look good together and they adore each other given the fact that Sulli always mentions her Chanyeol oppa in their albums' thanks to. And their interactions in fancams and on the backstage shows that they clearly care for each other. So, platonic or not, I ship them nonetheless.

Remember that Chanyeol once said that he wants to protect Sulli. A tiny spark to build a flame.