FIRST OF ALL.....

It was just confirmed that our country is currently included to EXO's world tour this year.

And i'm happy. I'm happy.

okay, i'm not good at lying.

GIVE ME A SEC FOR MY LEFTOVER BUCKET OF TEARS. T-T

Oops.. I can't even produce tears. xD But anyway, I'M STILL SAD, SAD, SAD.

The fact that the ticket costs 7500 pesos (i don;t even know its equivalent to the other countries) but all i know is that it's quite hard to afford for me who lives an average life. Heck, we're not even poor, but i'm not surprised if i'm not able to afford at all.

My college tuition fee was even 28k, yet i'm so impressed of my hardworking mom who can survive the large payment. My tuition is way too larger than the 7500 cost, but i guess i can't blame anyone(esp. my mom) if i can't have it. I know that every coin she earns is very important and should be only used to important matters. /Anyway, i love you mom i'll try hard for my studies! :)/

But of course, i can't help but feel sad. I mean, who wouldn't feel bad when you can't attend your favorite idols' events? And to mention they're only a bus and a few hours away from your hometown. (Manila is not that far from our city.)

I honestly needed something, or someone, or whatever to cheer me up. It's been part of my routine to swallow the sadness while my lucky co-fans are having fun staring at their idols being all hot and all in a place their 7500 had brought them. :<

/sighs/ it's a common fangirl problem, yet everytime i experience it feels like it's always the first time. The same hurt feeling is there, aigoo....

And then Park Optimistic told me that i've forgotten my mission again.. to think positive. xDD

Anyway, i'm still normal. xDD i occasionally thought of it when it calls for my attention, but nonetheless, i have to accept the fact that i was born to not be able to attend concerts lolol kidding. I just have to.....face it. I'm not really good at gettuing out of my comfort zone. /sighs/

And Luhan you better stop slapping it to my face that i can't see any of you at all -_- kkkkk why are you dorks making my life harder than it already is!? xDDD By the way, EXO FIGHTING! /sends virtual thumbs-up/

MY CO-FANS OF EXO, I BELIEVE YOU WERE BORN TO BE A GOOD PHOTOGRAPHER AND PERFECTLY SKILLED IN VIDEO RECORDINGS SO I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL HD FANCAMS. ;D

Okay, Lu. Give us a smile so we won't feel THAT bad.

Aigoo, so adorable. :"> Okay, that made me feel a lot better.

AND THERE'S ANOTHER PERSON WHO PAINTED COLORS ON MY GRAY WALL <3

Huang ZITao, i highly respect you. 

I also have a deaf cousin. i also learned basic sign language so i could speak to her. She's actually very, very, intelligent. I'm proud of her confidence, something i, a normal being, actually lacked. 

YOU'RE SUCH A BIAS WRECKER  TAO, YOUKNOWTHAT XDD

Okay, finished my rants. hehehehe :D I'll be back to do my mission to comfort the others; i wouldn't want to fail almighty Park Optimistic. ^__^

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