LOL it's been a while since i've posted a blog here! XD although a few notices, i really enjoy writing blogs here, it's like my confession site already.

Anyway so it's really nice today because our childhood team was reunited once again. Many things have changed a lot, but when we're together, we are all  young and immature dorks just like the past years XD 

And well, i got bestfriendzoned xD

I have one of my guy childhood friends which i 'kind of?' Like. Maybe this is just infatuation, but seriously, when he said i'm his bestest friend, i don't know what to feel. It kinda..made me feel sad for some reason? But i can't blame him. I didn't gave him a chance when he brought up 'that' topic two years ago.

Yes, hit me because i somehow had the feelings of regret. But that means i have to move on and find the right one, because there are a LOT of better females for him. I do not deserve this guy! 

But anyway, he said he dreams of being a celebrity, or an artist, whatsoever. And if he succeeds, he said he will remember me 'first' among all special people hehas. It makes me feel important, somehow. i can't wait when he buys me a new phone lmao xD

So i'm regretful, but happy. I think our friendship will get stronger from now on.

Calling him 'bestfriend' was still awkward though. XD