Ok. Honestly I expected today to be a good day. Why? I don't know. It's one of those days when I wake up and I feel good. Well, I was totally wrong. 

Firstly, my results came back. I guess I did ok? I got an A for E Maths, Social Studies and Geography, D for Higher Chinese (kinda expected) and an A/B for English (there were marking problems). That being said,  I could have done better. There were mistakes I made, answers that were careless errors, and sentences that could have been structured more carefully. I know that I can score higher. What pisses me off is that my dad doesn't seem to acknowledge the effort I put in at all. Let me quote: "If you really study that hard and still score so low, don't study! Just go out and work!". Or "If you don't get into a JC, I'm going to disown you." I'm only in Secondary 3 and I'm breaking under the constant pressure. What more next year? I know that you have expectations of me but have you ever thought about how I can withstand this? I'm only human after all. I make mistakes. I'm not perfect nor do I claim to be. Why doesn't he see that?

This brings me to my 2nd point.

On the way home with Anthea, she opened her Twitter and we both found out that Kris was in a lawsuit with SM. After checking numerously, we discovered it wasn't a rumour after all. YAYYY! The sasaengs have finally pushed Kris over the edge. Let's clap for them, shall we? Honestly,  idols are just mere humans too. They withstand so much strenuous training, regimes and practices just to achive their dreams. We, as fans, support them every step of their way and they put in effort to show us their best sides. So why are we not doing this? Why are we criticising them? Why are we belittling them? Why do they fear us? We are supposed to be their constant support. Why do we not support them?

I understand that most exo fans are probably angry at Kris. He is a human, after all. Everything the fans have done: harassing him, stalking him, insulting him on Instagram, pestering his friends and family?  I'm honestly not surprised that he has been pushed to his limit. Can we all just leave him and exo alone? I know that there are many rumours all around,  many actions by the exo members (such as unfollowing Kris on Instagram and the speeches made on MCountdown). Can we let exo solve this problem without any interference from fans? Please, just support them from afar, let them know that we will still be here no matter what happens.

"We are One! We are EXO!"

Remember? Just for now,  be one with them. #WeBelieveInKris

I will continue to support exo and no matter what happens to Kris, I'll be a fan and stay with them. I hope that exo won't crumble. 

(All these thoughts are just my own opinions.  Feel free to have your own and disagree with me. Sarcasm is also used in here, so please take my words lightly. I'm not a preacher or anything. Also, I'll be posting up a oneshot soon.)

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