i don't get how you can tell me straight to my face that those results were expected. 

you say i didn't put in enough effort. 

do you even know how much i wanted to do well for that paper? 

yes, i know mother tongue isn't my best scoring subject, but i tried okay? 

getting a B wasn't what i hoped to get. 

you say that everyone is better than me at chinese, fine. i'll admit that.

but then you tell me that the subject i pride myself on, english, isn't good either?

wow. 

and here i thought we actually understood each other to a certain extent.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry i can never please you with whatever the hell i do. 

but please

don't you see that i'm breaking?