So I guess you've heard of what happen to Kris, right? There are people that say he wants to terminate his contract with SM and the rest are saying that he only wants his contract to be revised. So I thought, okay maybe the situation is not that bad. Oh fyi, I found out about this whole Kris thing right before I enter the exam room. For the first few minutes, my thoughts was racing and my hands were shaking, thankfully I managed to do the exam.

I went home, go to tumblr immediately and suddenly the members are following Kris on instagram??? The situation got worse and I even cried. I couldn't believe that I cried for someone that doesn't even know my name. I just love Kris so much... And it hurts. I want him to be happy but... I'm so selfish that I don't want him to leave.

I love OT12. EXO should be 12, not 11. Even if Kris is really leaving, they are still my OT12. Just imagine what the members are feeling right now, especially EXO-M. Kris is their duizhang, and what would they be without that kind tall giant? It's sad to think that Kris might be leaving EXO and... We couldn't hear him saying "We are one!" again but it pains me even more when I think of the other 11.

I don't even know what to say right now. I'm upset and my eyes are swollen. I'm tired, my head hurts. This is too much, and guys please don't believe everything that you see. Remember that SM has power over the boys' SNS. Just keep that in mind. Whether Kris is leaving or not, remember that we are one, no matter what.