If you're subcribing to my story, I'm so sorry for not updating frequently, and mostly the updates are really short. I have been really busy with school, and I always get tired easily these days. Sometimes when I got home, I always do the assignments and ended up finishing it at about 11 or 12 at midnight. Which is . I can't wait to graduate tbh. I couldn't care less about school anymore, I'm just so sick of it.

Which bring me to another point why I'm making this blog post, because I don't know where else I could pour out my feelings lol. So, I will be taking A-Level exam this year, the teachers are now warning us about the difficulties of those paper, but most of them are positive about it. Except for this one teacher.

I mean, I like her, don't get me wrong. But sometimes she just makes my self esteem even lower, because she often favours the smart ones. In other words, she makes me feel like crap in her class. I'm not the best, but I'm trying to be better, my scores are even improving. She is now busy asking this one student from my class to take the exam because she has a good logical thinking. And she is only asking one student, guys lmao.

So sometimes I just sat there in class, feeling like… “Oh OK, do you even need me to be in this class? Lol” I feel like it’s her subtle way of saying “You’re not capable of taking my subject exam.”

Not to mention she is always giving out the most complicated tasks which often make me want to pull all my hair out. It’s just frustrating.