Luhan/루한/鹿晗/ルハン

Many people, including not just my friends but my parents, aunts, uncles, cousins, classmates and even grandparents, know just how much I adore him. Whenever an EXO music video, live performance or variety show comes on, they'd go, "Luhan is on TV!" Even if they, like my grandparents for example, can't recognise each and every EXO member, there is one that they never fail to recognise. And, guess who that one member is? Indeed, it's Luhan. I remember one time I was watching Running Man at my grandparents' place; the EXO members were the guests for that episode and my grandmother pointed at Luhan and asked me if he was my favourite. When I asked how she knew, she replied me with, "You're always talking about him, how can anyone not know?"

Now, you may ask, why did I choose Luhan as my bias out of eleven other equally good-looking members of EXO? Well, long story short, Luhan was the first member in EXO to catch my eye. I distinctly remember watching W Live 1 S.M. Fashionistas, and Luhan somehow managed to tug at my heartstrings. Back then, he was known for his ability to solve the Rubik's cube within two minutes, and that was a plus point, given that I really like solving the Rubik's cube too. The first time I saw Luhan in real life was on 31st March 2012 during their debut showcase in Seoul. Since he had already caught my attention, I was focusing my attention mostly on him that day. However, at that time, I just thought he was a pretty face. Little did I know that he was more than just that - he has an amazing voice, and his dancing is great too. How can anyone be so talented? He may be so dumb to the extent I just want to facepalm myself, but that is what made me his fan. I don't deny that my first impression of him being a pretty face doesn't linger anymore, though. His features are just so beautiful I don't even know how I should begin describing him.

I love how high his beautiful cheekbones are, especially since I have a thing for high cheekbones. I love how he never fails to brighten up my day whenever his lips curve upwards into a smile that can easily take my breath away so effortlessly, and the wrinkles that appear at the corner of his eyes when he smiles too much. I love how his jaw seems to drop all the way to the ground whenever he laughs. I love how his laugh gives me chills and make me want to laugh along with him. I love how innocent and gentle his bright brown orbs are, so much that his eyes look as if they glisten in the moonlight. I love how smooth his body is whenever he dances. I love how he teases the younger members, yet at the same time takes good care of them like the good hyung he is. I love how his eyes turn into two crescent moons when he smiles. I love how he makes his fans feel special with that kind aura of his that isn't associated with just his family and friends but fans too. I love how he likes making Xiumin call him 'Lu-ge'. I love how cute he manages to sound even by just speaking English. I love how forgiving he is, defending fans and screaming at whoever hurts them despite being pushed by them at airports. But most of all, I love him for who he is. I basically love everything about him. Luhan is my definition of perfect, really. He may have many imperfections but even his imperfections seem to be the reason why he's perfect to me. It's unbelievable how he looks so charismatic yet adorable at the same time bc seriously, every speck of him just screams perfection.

To me, Luhan is one flawless angel sent by the gods above to descend to Earth for everyone to adore and admire. I can never thank Luhan enough for all the feelings he has overwhelmed me with every single day and he means a whole lot to me. I'll be contented as long as he's happy and I promise to stand by him no matter what. I've been a Luhan fan for at least 28 months now, and truthfully, I don't know for how long more I'll continue supporting him. I may say at times that I'll stan him forever, but reality knows that isn't possible. To be honest, I've never once had delusions of being with him bc one, I know that him and I are impossible and two, I don't even love him that way. But nonetheless, I still love him as a fan and even though this love won't last forever, he has left his footprints in my teenager life. I'll always remember him having made such a huge impact in my life at one point of time, so much that he makes me laugh when he laughs and cry when he cries. He's so special to me even words can't describe just how much he means to me. If I could give him the world, I would willingly do so.

Happy birthday to the dumbest, cutest, kindest human being ever!

鹿哥～祝你生日快乐！谢谢你一直都在为队员，为我们努力，一直都没放弃你的梦想！希望你每天都会开开心心，也希望你做什么也会做得好。这两年以来，我从来都没后悔过成为了你的粉丝，因为你带来了不只是每个人的笑容，还带来了激励给你的粉丝们。如果我能重生，我还是会一样的成为你的粉丝。继续像你这两年以来的那样在台上不停地闪亮。你最棒！我爱你 ♥

(T/N: I'm pretty sure there are many errors in this message which is embarrassing considering I have Chinese blood so those who are fluent in Chinese, please correct me!)