i've been crying ever since i got home. my whole body feels numb now. i am so affected by the news of the ferry that sank in South Korea. most of them are teenagers of my age or even younger. their last messages really tugged my heartstrings. i can totally imagine their fear while they were trapped in the sinking ferry. the terror and sheer panic when they realised their time was up. i don't feel too well either. my appetite is gone, i dont have any mood to do anything today. i am just going to lock myself up in my room and drown in my own misery. mom and dad said that i was being unreasonably emotional. and they don't understand where i'm coming from. it's okay. i'm too exhausted to explain everything. i just need some time alone, to mourn over their loss.