i give up with exo. i dont even have a bias as of 15 april. i need some time away from them. i need to breathe. i need to question my existence. i need to think about myself and my future. i just realised how self absorbed i am, locking myself up in my room, i am honestly scared for myself. have i gone overboard with my love for exo? i need to take a breather. i wont leave the fandom. god i will never ever do that. i love exo. they taught me so much. but my obsession has taken over me. it's really bad up to the point that it's unhealthy. gosh i'm suffocating. exo look what you've done to me.