This is the last straw

I'm so ing done. Seriously I'm finished. You wanna about chores when you don't do a damn thing in this house? SERIOUSLY? I ING WORK MY OFF TO KEEP THIS ING HOUSE CLEAN AND YOU ALL DON'T GIVE A FLIP! I want out. That's all there is to it. I want out. I'm so ing done. I'm sick of not being good enough. Not doing things well enough. Not getting one ing word of praise for ANYTHING that gets done. To you I'm just a lazy who sits on her and does nothing all day. Like seriously? Even parents your age are telling me to move out. Like seriously. Do you not realize how ing selfish, lazy, and horrible you are? I don't get it. I seriously don't know how you can treat your own flesh and blood like you do and still sleep at night. No wonder no one wants to be friends with you. You are just a horrible person with a ty attitude. That's your problem isn't it? You just want to keep me down and keep me feeling like I'm a piece of filth just because I'm making a social life for myself. I'm sick of being a ing slave in my own house. I can't even make it to Cinderella status cause' there's no fairy godmother here to save me. I know I could move out with friends but I can't help but be money conscious...like seriously until I can get a better job nothing's going to change. Plus they'll help me pay my way through school...but I don't know how much more of this I can take...I'm so sick of it. I bottle it all up and listen to it. I take it all in and never let it out. When I do I'm being a drama queen for crying...or I'm disrespectful because I blow my top. I'm so done. I get treated like crap at work and then to come home and deal with it...honestly it's too much. I want out...I want to run away...I don't want to be here anymore...but I'm stuck. It's so frustrating...I swear I don't think I'll survive this much longer if this keeps on...I don't want to let them ruin me but they're sure as heck doing everything they can to do just that.

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Kreecherkai #1
I keep telling you I will move in wit chu
I'll transfer if I have to
You shouldn't have to put up with they crap Hun.
Nakamitsu
#2
Hey deary :( Dw, things work out. I'm sorry things are like this. Dont pressure yourself too much. You and I both know that you're gonna walk out one day, right baby? It's only until then. *hugs* if you want to complain im always here, okay? Dont stress yourself out...