i didn't know why did i write this maybe it's to throw away my stress?

I know that every single parent have prepare the best for us, their kids

but still did they ask us how do we feel about it? NO

this is my last year of high school which means my next stop is collage year

so i'm going to study Accounting which is a subject that i am not that keen at it.

But what could i do about it? Nothing why?

because before me, they wanted my brother to study on accounting but he said it was too hard for him so he ends up studying other else

which means i needs to study accounting since my brother couldn't.

it's not like i dislike accounting or anything but every since young, i have already decided on the majors that i wanted that is design interior or animation which got a total of zero support from my parent then i had a keen liking on criminology which got rejected by my parent once again.

and now what i really want to study is about psycholog, somehow after reading and making fanfics about psychopaths or you guys would prefer to call them stalkers. i have been interested in them ever since the first two psychopath fanfics. I know this might sound crazy but i would like to a be friend of them and maybe help them.

everyone was once a normal person until something in their lifes changes 180 degrees which made them depressed and insane which ends them up into a psychopath wanting someone to care about them.

I wanted to tell my parent but they would just laughed it off and told me that accounting is much better but deep down i still hoped that i could make my dream come true even thought it's an insane one.

This is the longest rant, i've made so far xD sorry if i wasted your time by reading this kekeke