i want to say my writing got progressively better as time went on. 
but all i really noticed was the fact
that i got somewhat better at grammar.
and that my writing got more and more
strange as i continued. like weirdly strange. not that good kind of strange.
and that i'm not comparing myself to other writers.
also very strange.
i need to write more changyoon.
and all my feelings for fictional characters.
and somehow try to write comedy.
what the... how did i even get to this point? oh.

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