i recently..even more so than before..

really want

to stop my stories..and just rewrite them all

because a part of me feels like they're just not good enough
even when they're not horrible..they're still sub-par
or that parts could be better

but the time
and the effort
and all that thinking

and just the entirety of having to make my mind go back in time in the universe

makes me just stop. and stare. and not write. and just go. and there i am again..feeling writers block.

ugh.