when i'm not mulling over the next:       
                                 event                              
                                     feelings of characters
                                         future plot twists         
                                              chapter structure      
                                                   sentence structure 


I'm mulling about life and love
and feelings
lots of feelings
just thinking and thinking about so many feelings
and breaking my own heart from just thinking about those feelings

to my dear readers, I'm so sorry for being late on updating, I'm stuck in a rut of emotionlessness
and I don't want to write something emotionless, because I write what I naturally feel
and ..if my heart is broken, what can I do?

see you soon my lovely reader, I leave you with the wise words of Oscar Wilde. give me a second to google some up.

“The very essence of romance is uncertainty.” 
― Oscar Wilde, The Importance of Being Earnest and Other Plays

because

“The heart was made to be broken.” 
― Oscar Wilde

was a bit too obvious..
 

-tiranical