Woah I'm on a roll already. Two different things have upset me in less than a day. But that's not hard to do cuz I'm very easy to anger when idols and their management are involved.

I was watching the live performances of "Pretty" and "Beautiful Ghost" when I remembered NU'EST-M and Jason. So I tried the Chinese ver. of "Sleep Talking" and the boys did a great job with pronunciation and choreography. And our new boy, Jason, fits well with NU'EST. If you look into Jason's journey through entertainment, you start to feel bad for him. His label seems to think the "trained in South Korea" label is his only hope at getting attention. But what killz me is that the guy can really sing. Not to mention that Jason has to be the sweetheart of C-pop!! He knows so many Chinese pop idols and always greets them with a hug after he bows a respectful 90 degrees. The pics I managed to find show him with the most cheerful smile ever!! Right away I think "L.O./\.E must really be excited about him" but then I look at fan comments ... SO MANY FANGIRLS HATING ON JASON!!!!!

Most of them insulted his "hideous face" and how he was an "old guy" jumping in to steal fame from NU'EST.

Can you imagine my face? ... Yep, it had a handprint from me facepalming at every diss I read. It's ridiculous cuz Jason is talented, he seems kind, and I feel bad about him being so unlucky. You know if I compliment someone they're talented since I don't care about hurting feelings. And I made a decision about how I see all these changes for NU'EST as they promote in China. Until the Korean comeback, Jason is my new bias. I like him already and don't see the reason why he gets treated that way. But, on a lighter note, I also decided I like Ren with dark hair. I was used to her blonde hair that I was shocked to see him as such a pretty brunette. I like Aron with blonde hair. I wish everyone could just accept the changes for Chinese promotions. I don't want Jason feeling hate from those people or NU'EST having to see their new member facing such aggression.

Thanks for not complaining about my rants, this is how I burn off steam.

Zaya Love