Well..This story is mainly here for those out there having trouble. You could have any kind of situation, all I know is, I'm pretty damn sure everyone has gotten to that one point of just wanting to not breathe. Of just wanting to end your life right there because you were just so damn tired. I get that there are bad times guys..but please stay strong ): My heart aches to see so many people hurting..and that fact that I can't do anything to help just kills me more. I have gone through crap, and yes, I have gotten to that point in life as well. To be honest with you all, I have tried to commit suicide quite a few times, but the last time I did it I stopped myself..thinking how selfish it would be of me to take a life that could be wanted by another. To just leave the world and your troubles behind on the shoulders of your loved ones..friends..family..relatives..anyone. And for those who feel like there is no one there who knows your pain, let me tell you this, Have you ever thought about the fact that there are more than 7 billion people in this world, and that out there somewhere, someone like you, could be looking for a shoulder to cry on? Have you ever thought of that? No one is alone, and no one deserves to be alone. A person is a person. They have feelings, and a heart. I'm not saying we all know EXACTLY what or how bad our feelings are..because each and everyone one of us have different sufferings, and no one has the right to say, their situation is worse. Pain is pain, whether severe or not..we have all experienced the suffering. But please..if you are so close..so close to just killing yourself..to just taking the last breath of life..please just think about the past..think of the happy times you've had in the past..if it had only given you even the slightest smile..remember it. Cherish it..and if your life is really that bad to the point of never even witnessing the sensation of happiness..then know that I'm here..or that someone is there who would do anything to make you smile, or to even provide you the love and happiness you deserve. Know that there is someone watching over you..or just right next to you the whole time through thick and thin..You never know the mysteries of this world..So please..stay strong. Stay strong for me..anyone..the one who you love..the one who loves you, just..just know someone is there, and you may be in right now..but if you stay patient..soon enough you'll be pulled out of that ocean of sorrow.