Hi guys. So today is the 19th, and we didn't meet. He didn't reach this 19, as much as I want him to. Woke up early in the morning today, crying. I had a nightmare. A bad nightmare. Actually, its a beautiful nightmare. Something I would want to wake up to, and when I did got up, there's nothing. I tried. I tried moving on. I learned that we have to say goodbye. We have to because if you don't, you'll get hurt when its really The Goodbye. Me and Adam, we never said goodbye towards the end of our conversations. It would always be talk to you later, TTYL. I never had the chance to experience how hurtful it would be to say goodbye to him, and when I did it hurts like mad. So the next time you're in a relationship, a goodbye means its a goodbye. Coz then it won't hurt so much. A brighter note for myself, I guiltily updated a chapter of my story. And I'll soon be uploading a one shot together with my friends as a challenge, so do wait for it Kay guys Apart from all this, saranghaeyo. <3