Random thoughts after listening to Selene 6.23

So... I was basically crying at how the lyrics applied to my life. Then a bunch of sentences flooded into my mind and I thought I needed to type this out somewhere. So here I go.

You are the one that brought me strength in my darkest time.
You are the one that shred my heart into pieces effortlessly.
You are the one that can bring the young giggly me out, laughing at your dumbest antics.
You are the one that can effectively bring tears painfully rolling down my cheeks.
You are the one that pushed me forward, yet also the one that has the ability to hold me back.
You are my tornado, but at the same time my cool breeze in the hottest summer days.

Yes, I will never be special to you.
I will forever be just one of the many people whom you see in the sea of lights. Heck, you might not even know of my existence.
But that doesn't stop me from calling out for you, reaching out to you, watch you from afar, keeping the smile on my face, never once let it falter.

Because I know one day, my smile will shine just as brightly as you. And you will be the cause of it. I want to meet you someday and tell you that you've changed my life, that you were and always will be the strength in my life. You don't know how much you have done for me, maybe you'll know one day, maybe we'll separate without you knowing a thing about me. But at least I know the marks you have left in my life, the good and the bad.

Foolish, this is what they call.
But this is what I call my First Love. My inspiration. My driving force.
I'll prove them all wrong, I will make sure they see you in a good light.
It hurts knowing that they only view you in such a negative way, when you have impacted me in the opposite.
Yes, you might have hurt me, but that's because I willingly let you.
However, you have helped me, in a way I subconciously accept.

Please continue to shine, so I can follow the light.
So I can one day tell you, "Thank you for guiding me through the darkness."
So one day I can see that smile on your face, knowing you've impacted another young soul. Helped another young soul grow into a fine beautiful one.

Here's my last words: Thank you, for being you.

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