I just can't contain my feels anymore.

Recently, a friend of mine backstabbed and talked behind me. not just that, she blacmailed me. She have a picture of me and this "person" (my... boy...friend >///<). She had me pay atleast $200 for that pictures (bunch of pictures).. she even wanted my phone so I gave it to her. I admit that I have her blackberry before.. but I gave it to her already with my Samsung Galaxy 551 (My phone s not that expensive.. but my dad bought t for me when he and my mom  divorced). I just knew that she had my PSP and Ipod for a long time now. (Curse her till death)

All of my friends know her for being a , clingy (in a bad way) and attention (well... ). I dont know why but she really gets clingy everytime she's with me. She hugs me, hugs my arms, holds my hands, bla bla. My friend's mom though that we're in a relationship.. (awkward). 

well, she's out of my life already.

My friends... these days... doesn't talk to me.. NO NO!!! No, it's not like I'm judging them... Recently, our friend is (I don't know this in english) running away (no she's not.. but you know.. she's limiting her space). Specially to me.. i really got upset when I knew that she's limiting everything. 

Let's not talk about that.

but I feel soo ing alone.. they're not talking to me, reply to my messages (I know that they're busy but.... sigh).. It's building up inside me. 

I don't know ... I don't ing know..

i also know that I am useles.. I talk about useless things.. I am pretty useless..

[>] Far away.. young love - C-Clown