Just So Much Angst :\
I just have a lot of angst building up inside me. I don't know how to express them, so I've been putting quite a few of them into my stories.
Some parts of my angst fictions doesn't relate to me, but a bit of it does.
I won't say which fiction or what parts, but each and every of my stories that I had shared on here, relates to me bit by bit.
These past few days, I've done nothing but listened to angsty songs. No worries, as I have the feels for dancing songs, but it's just the ballad sad songs that gets to me most.
Sometimes, I'll cry to them without even finishing it. I don't know whether it's the melody, lyrics, or the beautiful voice of the singer. But tears just falls, and I will burst out crying like a . LOL
I will say, I have about 5-6 fics in my head that are all angst. One of it for sure, made me cry just thinking of the setting, characters, and plot.
My imagination, it lead me to the scenes of how the characters are, and I literally cried to myself. I then laughed later thinking to myself that it's just a fiction, but I am a soft heart person. I'll basically cry at anything. :P
As for the rest of my other angst fics, they'll probably put everyone in tears also, but not myself very much. I think that the songs will make me cry more, when I start writing. Haha.
I'm not depressed, so don't worry about a thing. I've just been in the angst mood for the past three months. :\
Sorry for the lame blog, but I just wanted to release it out somewhere. Writing takes up too much time, and I thought that typing would've been better and easier.
So if you're one of my readers, get ready for these angst one shots of mine. I don't know if they'll make you cry, laugh, or hate me (LOL), but...yeah.
Have a good one, everyone. :)
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