"She's cute and nice."

It came racing back. The palpitations, the thumps and booms of her heart, they came racing back. She only smiled before pretending that everything was alright. He was there, unfazed by her sudden jolt of the heart. What was this? Wasn't she supposed to be okay? Wasn't she supposed to be over him? 

Boom. Boom.

She smiled a little, the heart wouldn't stop beating. It wouldn't stop its palpitations. Why was it being like this? She hadn't experienced this in half a year and now it came flooding back. It was scaring her, her fingers started to quiver. No, this couldn't be. Why were they back? He was going to utter something else, but she shook her head and smiled.

"Get some," she said with a little wink. He chuckled a little, but her heart started to pace even faster, it scared her. Again, he was going to open his mouth, but she stopped him. "My heart is breaking, I'll talk to you later." It wouldn't stop, the heart kept on beating, beating, faster and faster. She could breathe, she could smile, but it wouldn't stop beating so fast. Fast. Fast. Fast. She couldn't do this. She was over him, she was over him, she was over him.

Boom. Boom. 

And during these times she was scared that it wouldn't stop. She hated the feeling, waking up everyday, her heart racing because of someone. Her heart was starting to break and she couldn't let them see it. It wouldn't stop. It wouldn't. 

When would it go away? When would it all go away? 

Boom. Boom. 

Perhaps when she was dead, perhaps, maybe then it would stop. 

This is my situation at the moment. I have moments when my heart palpitates. And when it does, it's not good. Because the last time I felt like this, it lasted months. Everyday, I wake up, feel the palpitations and become scared of the future... I'm sorry, you all didn't want to read this. But, this is how I feel at the moment. If I'm not preoccupied, then the palpitations get really bad. And they're scary. Really scary to me.