"Despite all I have been told, every year hurts a little bit more. It never stops. Time doesn't erase anything, it doesn't help 'healing' a wound. Because such a wound doesn't heal. We get used to the pain as we keep up our daily lives- nothing more nothing less. It sticks with us, defines some of our actions and at the end of the day it's just you and 'it' all alone, gasping for air while you're being tormented from the inside, suffocating at the thoughts and memories spinning through your head. Time doesn't help healing, that sentence was just made up to keep us sane. It keeps us from admitting that we'll always have to live with this pain until the end of our lives, until we die. It keeps us sane and intoxicated. It helps us to numb ourselves away."
 

inspired by this
and now the question: should i make a fanfic out of this? :'D either JongKey, BangHim, DaeJae, JongLo or maybe anonimous? you chose.