update :

I resigned from that hella job of 3 yrs so now I'm jobseeking
1st intv ytd for design position, 2nd intv earlier today for marketing / sales position
and my bank account is otw crying
I only left with a few from my last salary and we have no food at home unless rice and unless I go out to buy some food (as always)
so yeah

work - stress & suicidal thoughts
no work - also stress & starving

lol