- depression

- anxiety

- workstress 

And I have to go see pyschiatrist offline immediately to receive psychotheraphy + meds or else will get worse.

I'm not feeling good most of the time, I feel slow down, I'm struggling with my day to day job, and bcs of that boss got angry at me and all of these things made me either want to resign / want to you know go kill my self asap.

My only source of income is from this job.

 So if I leave without searching for a new job first, this will be a problem but how do I endure, almost crying at my desk?