Many times in a day that I wish I can live in this life alone. Not having to depend on anybody to make me happy or feel content. Is it possible though ?

I wish my heart will grow stronger so that whenever somebody says something bad to me, I won't easily get hurt and end up crying. Yes, I am that sensitive. I have the kind of ears that always listen to what people said to me, and after that I will soon react to it. If they praise me, yes I feel at ease. If the criticize me about something, I'll keep thinking of it all day long and start blaming myself. I really wish that all of this can stop. I want to become a strong person and bulletproof.

I wish I will be a nicer person, whom everyone would be happy to hang out with. I wish people around me to love me.

I know life will not get easier. It is me who needs to be stronger to endure it.