Sometimes I think it's not easy to love yourself.. I don't know why.. Is it because I have a hard time socializing with people ? I always think other people are having a bad perception about me. I am kinda weird. I don't really talk much but when I do talk, weird things come out from my mouth and the environment is eventually ruined. Whenever people mistreat me, I used to blame the people, the situation and the place. But come to think of it, same things keep happening and I have come to a conclusion that it is not the people, the situation and the place. It is actually me. I was doing quite okay at the beginning of every meetings, but soon it just got worse and worse. Why is that? Should I go for a therapy or something ?