I feel empty.

I don't know why but I feel so empty down in my heart. I laugh, I joke around, I fo everything a normal person does, but at end of the day I feel so damn empty that I feel like crying. I keep on thinking of dying. I keep on thinking of running away, far from everything and everyone. I am so tired and so empty. I just want everything to end. I just want everything to stop. I am sorry for talking rubbish but I am tired. So much that it is killing me day by day. 

Agent_K

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loveexoxbts #1
Oh my god! Sweetheart its alright everything will get well soon. You are too precious to die. Who would complete my favorite stories if you leave us ;( We are here. Tell us we will listen to everything.
Get well soon.
Universe12345
#2
Hey, how are you doing today mate? You can talk to me about anything.

The idea of dying is quite enticing at times. You just disappear and all the bad things and bad feelings that we have will just go away immediately. They just dissipate, no questions asked. Just like a puff of smoke disappearing into thin air.

But if you die, it can't get better. Right now, I'm a shaking, emotional mess because I hit rock bottom last month. I am still here because I know from experience that as long as I don't give up, my life has the chance to get better. Hopefully it will but the only way I'll see is by sticking around.

As for what you should do, start by doing something you used to enjoy. Or you can discover new things. It will not be easy because right now you might be feeling lethargic and apathetic but believe me, it gets better as time goes on.
sleepingprince
#3
Try have some time off for yourself . Go for a trip, go do something that you like . If it dosent get better, try to seek for help from the professional . No matter what , please dont give up hope in life. You're a fighter and everything will be okay . Nothing stays the same forever.
alexajjang
#4
Please try to tell what you really feel to your loved ones, at least to a closest person that can help you. Everything will be alright you have us your readers to cheer you up! Fighting and please don't give up because you're precious ❤
5HINee_4ever
#5
have u seen any specialist? why don't u go on a trip and try to clear your mind? maybe if you leave your environment for sometimes it will relax your mind